I’ve watched the color of his eyes fade away
What once was green has turned a shade of grey.
Sometimes I ponder on what could have been
Most times, those kinds of thoughts lead me back to him.
Sweet, sweet melancholy,
Wrap me in your arms.
Keep me in your dark comfort
Protect me from his harm.
Memories appear on every shadow cast,
Oddly, I am here to forget my past.
Everyday seems to be exactly the same.
I feel I only have myself to blame.
Darling misery,
A friend to call my own
If you love company
Why am I alone?
Often, I imagine his face next to mine
I sleep alone right beside a wasted piece of time.
Why do I submit myself to his torment?
Images burnt into my personal lament.